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A Life Well Lived

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“I have waited so long for my ship to come in, finally now that it has, I hope my pier doesn’t collapse!”

–My dad.

 

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My childhood was noisy. There were four of us kids first of all, and secondly, my dad was a loud, boisterous, emotional man. When he was home, which wasn’t all that often because he was a traveling video game salesmen, he was bigger than life. With his deep voice, penchant for joke telling, and love for football (a vociferous love), you could hear him a mile away.

 

I most remember him laughing. Our house was usually full of people coming around for an impromptu party and so I grew comfortable with the cacaphony of glasses clinking and story telling. My dad included everyone in his big love of life. He was a back clapper, hand holder and eye looker inner. His personal mission was to draw out the quiet one and get them to talk.

 

My dad made everyone better, more sparkly and more interesting.

 

I’m speaking about him as if he were no longer around, but he is alive and wellish, living about three hours from me. It’s just that he’s getting older and as I see him wind down, I found myself contrasting his younger self with the aging man he’s becoming.

 

I know this happens. It’s particularly difficult when the aging one is someone you love, someone you remember in younger days when it seemed they’d be around forever. The day you realize that that thought is folly is a hard day indeed. At my brother’s wedding last year, my dad woke up two nights in a row unable to move his legs. The paralysis lasted about 40 minutes and he was terrified. I’ve never seen my dad terrified. He has any number of ailments – diabetes, high blood pressure, high cholesterol – and continues to live life like he were 25. When we ask him about the doctor, he brushes it off and makes some kind of joke.

 

Not so this time.

 

He was worried.

 

Each of us kids suddenly understood my dad wasn’t going to be around forever.

 

Each of us in our way imagined our lives without hearing him yell at the Cowboys, tell an inappropriate dirty joke, or issue his trademark line, “Don’t fuck with a falcon or you’ll get a fistful of feathers.”

 

My dad.

 

Turns out that his temporary leg paralysis was provoked by a pinched nerve, which is turn was induced by a deteriorating disc, which had been caused by an old neck injury my dad sustained in a horrible car crash when he was in the Navy.

 

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Pretty sure I can imagine why the car full of partying Navy corpsmen crashed.

 

That’s right. My dad’s not perfect. In fact, he’s really, really imperfect. He does a little too much of everything that’s bad for you, but Lord he has fun doing it. We often speculate that my dad is still alive because he simply refuses to be laid low. His positive mindset keeps him going. I’m sure of it.

 

That mindset extends to people. He trusts, almost blindly, and gives the shirt off his back. Sometimes literally. A lifetime of trust hasn’t always worked out for him. He’s the hardest-working man I know, and at nearly 73, he still works 8-hour days. Many people took advantage of my dad’s trust over the years. In fact, about 8 years ago, my dad lost his entire 401K savings and almost every asset he’d ever accumulated.

 

But now, that area of his life may be turning around. I hope he’s learned to get agreements in writing, to proceed carefully, to trust responsibly. But I don’t think that’s my dad. Still, he deserves some reward for a life where he put others first so much of the time. He’s always lived life to the fullest and perhaps selfishly, I want him to be able to do that for a little while longer.

 

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  1. Jenn @ Juggling Life says

    January 31, 2010 at 11:47 am

    I’ve only met your dad once, but he had twice the joie de vivre as the rest of the crowd that was half his age.

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  2. Mama Mary says

    January 31, 2010 at 1:08 pm

    I see the resemblance. :-) Love this post. Cheers to many more vibrant, fun-filled years with you imperfect, perfect dad. xo

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  3. Kizz says

    January 31, 2010 at 2:33 pm

    Aw, man, I wish you all could have stayed longer around your bro’s wedding so I could have met your dad. Sounds like a really fun guy.

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  4. Da Goddess says

    January 31, 2010 at 3:10 pm

    I’m relieved to hear the leg issue was a pinched nerve.

    I saw your photos on Flickr and immediately my mind went to the worst place so I ran over here and now I can breathe again.

    Here’s hoping your dad is in top form again quickly!

    (And you know what? Sometimes I look at my folks and see the younger parents they used to be…but then I see them as they are now — as if some veil has lifted — and I cry because I know we don’t get “forever”. I still pretend though.)

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  5. San Diego Momma says

    January 31, 2010 at 5:27 pm

    Jenn! I think my dad grabbed your butt at that party…am I right?

    MM: Thanks. I know it hurts to say a little. :)

    Kizzie: ME TOO! Next time, OK?

    DaG: So much of my life is pretending everything is going to be OK…I am glad you can relate. :)

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  6. Maureen@IslandRoar says

    February 1, 2010 at 8:28 am

    Such great photos! I know exactly what you mean. My big strong dad has had a rough year. And it occurs to me maybe it was all only an illusion. And now my kids see me in that illusion. I hope I can hold onto it for them for as long as possible…
    Hope your dad is doing well.

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  7. Me says

    February 2, 2010 at 4:17 am

    I love this post.

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  8. Jennifer H says

    February 2, 2010 at 9:15 am

    Amazing, when I scrolled down to the last picture of your dad, he looked somehow in his physical self as you’d described his personality. He does look like he loves life. May he have many many more years to enjoy it so well.

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  9. Theresa says

    February 3, 2010 at 5:22 am

    Deb,

    I always enjoyed your Dad :)

    I am thrilled that you have such a good perspective today on the man that he was and is. Realistic- but filled with love. Trust me….issues with parents are #1 on the hit parade when my husband sees couples in therapy.

    Did I tell you that my adorable, wonderful, darling dad was diagnosed with Parkinson’s 2 years ago? It has taken a huge toll on his life and his dreams of a wonderful retirement with my mom. He has had to say no to things he loved…volunteering, walking the dog, sometimes even going to Daily Mass (which he RARELY missed when he was healthy). Recently, Parkinson’s Dementia has taken his memory, processing and confidence…his sparkle is dimming. But that said… he is still my biggest fan and his love for my husband and daughter brings me to tears.

    So hug your Dad super tight,Laugh at his jokes and dance alongside him if you can.

    xoxo T

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